The Big-time dreamer

2009-12-07T10:06:00.009+08:00

3rd December, Thursday:
Went to Vivo with family,
wanted to watch 2010 there,
bad seats,
so we went window shopping and
picture taking instead.

Ate at the food centre there,
nice fried rice i had.

On the way to Ochard,
saw this outrageously
unique street sign.
I was wondering, s'pore got this kind of signs meh?

Decided to watch 2012 at Lido.
Good seats, nice movie.

Went to Marriot to get log cakes for christmas :)

4th December, Friday

Went to East coast,
and cycled in the drizzle,
just for fun.
The breeze is super cold,
like in Australia during the month of August.

6th December, Sunday

Went on this Life Liberation activity,
where we boarded Falcon Princess
to free a thousand big yummy lobsters from being eaten.
Before i threw my 2 big lobsters into the sea,
i said 'bye lobsties, have a safe trip home!'

Flower POWER!!!!

Before heading home,went to Anna Nucci
to get a pair of nice sliver flats.
They're having a discounted sale at Harbour Front,
and i got that pair of awesome shoes for just
$19.30!!!!!
GO BUY GO BUY GO BUY!!!!

This might be the last post till January,
unless i feel like posting and uploading,
or i feel like mugging on next year's
subjects.

Be happy, then you'll go lucky =D
Bye bye!!!

Duck and Dive outing

2009-11-16T14:11:00.003+08:00

Thursday:
Woz Main cast and a few of the dancers headed to
National Library in 51
to watch Duck and Dive.
Shu Xian was SUPER HIGH,
and she started Taking pictures
and we did a dance on Black Eyed Peas
'I gotta feeling'.
It's so funny :)
After that went KFC with main cast for dinner,
Took MRT towards Jurong East,
me, Richie, Nic, Shu xian and Faruk
transferred then headed back home.

Dad comes home

2009-11-07T15:14:00.002+08:00

Wow. Yesterday Mrs Chng was such in a good mood,
that i felt like hugging her, but today,
...
Yesterday i had to leave early from WOZ to rush home,
then ate dinner at King Albert's Park MacDonalds,
which I had not eaten there for such a long time ever since
when i was small and used to go there every weekend.
Picked dad up, reached home around 12
then slept till 8am.
I felt so tired. So Very tired,
and very stressed up.
Vanessa's excited about backing up for me,
I don't understand what's so good about being Dorothy.
She can have all she wants.
Update the pictures sometimes later. I want to SLACK.

WOZ '09 STRESS - FUN camp!

2009-10-31T21:14:00.005+08:00

Before WOZ: Did solid 3 hours of CIP,
went went West Coast Plaza
with Shannon and Michelle,
ate a scrumptious lunch at MOF,
we ordered bento boxes
met quite a lot of teachers along the way,
Mr wan, Ms Teo etc.
Went back to school, headed to the library,
I realised i had VIP status.- Just kidding
I was allowed to use the MRL room,
so me and michelle slacked in there, till 3pm.
Rehearse, rehearse, rehearse
Fun really started at full blast
after dinner when we were stuck in the hawker center
because it was raining
and we shared umbrellas and rushed back to school
The guys went to the girl's toilet,
and we went to the guy's toilet
and we too group photos. :)
We played fake spooks,
Nicholas scare me and i jumped back and hit
Matthew right in his face.
We played 15 minutes of Truth or dare -
I had a dare, i was to sing the alphabet backwards,
Martin had to propose to Ms Tang,
Richie got the bottle pointed towards him twice,
etc.
We rehearsed till around 10pm and i had to go,
I really wished i could stay overnight,
but mum don't allow.
Next morning, i cam back at 7am,
woke the people up, and had MacDelivery
for breakfast - Coke in the morning,
my stomach is ruined,
i need orange juice.
Rehearsed, rehearsed and rehearsed,
till we were dead tired, it was fun,
and worth it. And i think i improved.
I hope this will be a really good show !!!

Michelle's drawing of me

My drawing od my marvelous hand

All in the boys toilet

Last day of school!

2009-10-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

Ellie.Me.Shannon

Funny faces!

Curly-hoard crew rocks on!!!!

Last day of school:
Not really a last day for me, though,
it's been HELL for me.
Spent effort on cleaning up the classroom,
doing it so ever carefully,
cherishing the moment when i'm not whisked away.
Fooled around, took some pictures,
then a grueling 4+ hours on W.O.Z
Which made me become determined
to show what i can do,
and not for 'YOU' to look at me,
with the stupid face of yours, a frown that sets your aura,
because, i don't think i'm scared anymore,
of your stupid yells, screams,
and the cold look in your eyes.
I may seem nothing to you,
but watch out, because i'll show you,
on that day, that i am a winner,
and the one who has the last laugh.

DOPE!!!!

2009-10-27T20:20:00.002+08:00

Groggy from my sweet sleep,
i still had to go to school. DAMN.
An hour's private session.
I was tensed, horrified.
I would rather slack at class
then have it.
Another hour, i started to loosen up.
W.O.Z:
I became hyper infront of ms Tang, which hardly happens,
because she was not there and i did not have to be yelled,
to satisfy her hatred to ...
anyway, i think i did better today,
but i'm still under a lot of pressure.
A LOT.
And i'm eating a box of chocolates (12 pieces) at one go,
and when i do that,
it means i need a break.

MARKS!

2009-10-24T22:15:00.002+08:00

Taken at East coast park while biking

( Paper marks only )
Eng: 84%
MTL: 70%
SC: 54%... Overall still got A2. Phew.
Math: 66%... think overall will get me an A
H.E: 64%
LIT: 81%
History: 86%

Thus this means i'll be getting my iphone!!!
* Above picture taken by me. Do not copy!!!

GO AWAY.

2009-10-24T15:17:00.003+08:00

My beautiful day was ruined completely, yesterday,
by these two words:
'Unimaginative' and 'expressionless'
I almost cried, because who would be so
stupid and so mean and such a f'up adult,
to claim me in such horrible words.
I find it really true after that day,
that adults know nothing,
and they only judge a person by its looks.
And think that flouncing around a room with music,
will make me feel less tense,
and commenting that
'' Do you wear spectacles to make you feel like a good girl'
Was a bad move indeed.
I felt like slapping her across the face, storm out of the room
and yell bitch and scream my head off.
This was indeed the worst day in my whole entire life,
and this caused all my hope to get into NJC,
to start again. I'm going back.
And all i feel like doing now,
is to fix millions of balloons over my head
and float away.

UPDATED!!!!

2009-10-17T11:00:00.004+08:00

I am SO glad to be blogging again.

Well, it's some previous updates,
Lantern Festival: Had a party, blah, barbecue,
the food was awesome.
Went to Father's P.C during his birthday to celebrate
at a restaurant, went to fool around in the arcade,
and the private reading room.
Halloween is coming,
the club was decked with Halloween stuff,
and i'm starting to buy candies for treats.
E.O.Y:
It was okay, but i am scared for my Science.
As usual....
I was down with flu, and felt too sick to study.
Anyway, went to KFC after Thursday with Ellie, Qama and Shannon,
We went B.B.S and Ayries. :)
My face is Kind of spooky...

Last Post

2009-09-24T19:35:00.002+08:00

I guess this will be the last post
till year-end-examinations are over
it;s this coming 9th October,
and i am freaking out.
AHHHHH!!!

Apologies

2009-09-19T17:41:00.002+08:00

Sorry for not having posted for quite a long time,
I was so busy watching America's Next Top model.
On Wednesday, we showcased our dance,
and i think my crew did awesome,
so next thing we'll be doing
is to be chosen to perform.
There are some pics that we took after the showcase,
decked in our costumes and make-up.
and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!
(15TH SEPTEMBER)
W.O.Z was fun today,
learned the Winkies and Poppies.
I'm going to get a headband, i am so obsessed with them,
right now,
i really need to get one by next week.
YEAR-END-EXAMINATIONS
is coming,
i am freaked out by how fast time flies,
and the possibility of getting all my 7As.

Swissotel the Stamford

2009-09-08T13:39:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, Me and my Sis
headed down to Town to meet up with Dad
to have Lunch at Swissotel the Stamford,
the 72-story building.
It was really super super Posh
we had to take this lift which brings us to the
restaurant at the 70th floor,
you could feel the pressure in your ears when you went up.
It was a semi-buffet and some main course dishes,
ate lots of Sushi, prawns, crabs...
My Sis forced me to try
foie grass- goose liver,
It's disgusting.
Dessert was the best, because there was lots of chocolate,
sorbet and moose. YUM YUM.
Enjoy salivating while looking at the pictures,
Did not take much, because i was too busy eating.
The view out there was magnificent too.
The toilet there was HUGE.
2 and a half times the size of my bedroom,
huge mirrors, huge cubicles,

and me and my sis were crazily taking pictures, alright.

Everywhere i go, people want to know.

2009-09-02T18:38:00.002+08:00

It is very wierd, to have come back to school
after Monday.
People kept looking at me
and whispering.
Teachers i do not know say
' Hi Dorothy!'
When i walk past.
I cringe when my friend tried to mimic me
for 'over the rainbow'.
Was my face that visible from the stage,
and the multiple layers of hideous make up???
And yet, so many people recognize me.
----
Went to Mac Donalds after school with
Sin Yah and Shannon.
We made cheers with our cokes and sin Yah's milk shake,
for Sin Yah's optimistic view, Shannon's two-timming,
and me for completing my antibiotics and Successful Show.
Went to Diva after that.
We wanted to buy tiny straw caps that
you can attach onto your hat ( Clip),
but then we decided to save the money,
since we were all going broke.
(c:

SHOWTIME!!!

2009-08-31T15:15:00.003+08:00

I was wearing make-up that looked so gross,
that i almost fainted upon seeing my face in the mirror, and my plaits.
It HORRIBLE.
Anyway, i received my final good lucks,
and headed out in front of the the stage when my music played.
I thought i was going to faint,
but i heard cheers, my name.
People were cheering for me.
Shu Xian was the loudest, shannon waved.
Thanks to everyone who supported me!
The show was AWESOME XD
There were criticisms too,
heard only one, when somebody said i looked Pathetic.
Whatever.
Went back to Keming Primary,
Ms Tan was so proud of me,
we cut the cake and celebrated.
I headed towards Cassie's House with
Jasmine, Jie Qin and Cassie.
We took alot of pictures, Jasmine and Jie Qin were quiet today, not that hyper.
So in the end,
i took almost all the pictures with Cassie in the gym.
* I can now eat Potato chips.

To the Airport!

2009-08-30T13:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday:
We went to the airport to wait for my Dad's arrival
my mum had the car,
to save us from taking the public transport,
but she do not know how to drive to the airport,
so, uhem, we took the train.
It's a rather good experience for me too.
I kept clinging on to the windows,
peeking out and taking loads of pictures.
I think i have just lost my voice.
Bravo, i shall lose my face on Monday,
when i try to croak out the highest note.
Anyway, Wish me LOTS of luck :D
I went to watch UP.
It's so like a dream, the balloons, the house,
and what life can be, when you meet
a truckload of unexpected surprises.

My FIRSTS

2009-08-28T18:54:00.002+08:00

I am going to talk about my FIRSTS,
because i think
i encounter with too many new things today:
- My first time eating a spoonful
of ice-cream chocolate block that costs a $1,
at those small roadside portable stores.
- My first time taking the MRT by myself.(Thurs)
- My first time talking to people whom i do not know,
and making friends with them.
- My first time saying hello to a particular stranger whom
i just know.
- My first time being put right at the end for a mass dance
- My first time seeing __ and __ together
- My first time encouraging my friend to chase for her love
- My first time cooking Pasta.
- My first time my mind has programmed properly,
and understand we were not meant to be,
and thats it.
---------
On the way back home from Piano,
i had to trudge my way up the stupid hill,
with all those big elephant leaves that
the garderners were trimming
to decorate the new showhouse.
What a waste of time.
How many times have they trimmed it already???

DREAD

2009-08-27T18:19:00.002+08:00

After Next Monday,
i can just lock myself up at home
and not come to school anymore.
People will look at me like some freak,
with a frilly blue apron dress
and braids- BRAIDS!!!
And i'll be prancing about on stage.
PRANCING.
I might just lose my face and myself.
AAAAARGGGGG!!!!
I DONT WANT TO BE DOROTHY.
---
It hurts so much to see him walk away,
just like that.
---
Chilled out awhile at Rail mall,
then came back home.
---
Somebody, SAVE ME!!!

Its Been...

2009-08-22T17:08:00.002+08:00

It's been a HORRIBLE
and LONG day in school.
W.O.Z, yes.
I stood still like a piece of BLOCK,
but do they even know how much i hate being myself,
how much i hate being shunned,
how much i hate being ignored,
HOW MUCH I BLOODY F'ING FEEL.
---
To cheer me up,
I shopped online,
or more like online-window-shopping
I really got my eyes on
Swatch, Frozen water watch that costs $119.
I'm getting it. Either this year or the next.
I need a watch.
Seriously!!!
---
I'm Choreographing the Dance steps
for Dance project. It's turning out AWESOME,
and i hope we'll get lots of marks.
I'm dying for a Mac Donalds celebration,
it was actually next Monday,
but W.O.Z screwed up my whole life- practically,
so maybe Thursday,
When i want to pour water over my flames.

Fooling around

2009-08-20T18:48:00.002+08:00

Stayed back with Ellie, Syairah and Qama
to choreograph dance steps
for our Dance Project
in the computer Lab.
Qama was behaving so much similar to a wild monkey,
that i can't stop falling to the floor
and laughing like HELL.
----
I HATE ANTIBIOTICS.
Its making my neck itchy,scratchy
making me feel all Woozy inside.
And it tastes HORRIBLE.
I wanted to go eat Mac Donalds with
Sinyah, Shannon, Qama, ellie
after i finish my bottle of antibiotics.
A celebration for me finishing my
Horrible medication

I'm BACK.

2009-08-18T18:31:00.002+08:00

I'm BACK!
Bigger, Stronger and Better.
You wouldn't want to be sick-
It feel HORRIBLE.
All the medicines you have to take.
I hate anitibiotics. They Suuuck!
Even though i have missed two papers,
i'm okay with it
because i'm sure i am going to get 5As.
I'll just get 2 VRs.
No big deal.
Tomorrow is DP.
YIPPPEEEEE!

A1 for CHINESE

2009-08-14T18:09:00.002+08:00

WOO HOOOOOO!
A1 for CHINESE!!!
I have No idea how i did that,
when my 'tian cong'
or whatever-thats-called,
I only got 3 correct.
However, almost everyone in class
is getting sick.
Like Sin Yah, Wei li ( A little dizziness),
and now ME.
Yes, i think i'm having fever.
I can't get sick, next week is Common test,
I cant get sick. I can't.

National day at TSS

2009-08-07T13:58:00.003+08:00

It was super fun,

except the NO-ENERGY crowd,
especially when UTG performed.
Come on, where's the spirit?
Thing bagan to brighten up during our sing-song session.
Here are the class party photos
with my primary school.
I LOVE MY PRIMARY SCHOOL FRIENDS.
It would be so nice if we were still together...

History class test

2009-08-06T19:11:00.003+08:00

I did okay for the History paper
given by Miss Chai.
I could not remember what was the first Indian and
Chinese civilisation.
HOW COULD I HAVE NOT STUDIED ABOUT THAT?!
And i mixed up with Secondary and Primary sources.
...
I have already lost about 5 marks.
Tomorrow's national day in TSS,
we are going to have a party in class afterthat.
I think i am going back to my primary school.
Depends...

DECISIONS

2009-07-31T18:38:00.002+08:00

I would AWFULLY like T.S.S
if i hadn't been in 1E4
in the first place.
I would have been AWFULLY happy,
if i was in 1E1.
I would be living so HAPPILY NOW.
---
HOME ECONOMICS:
We cooked Fried Bee Hoon,
My first attempt on COOKING.
Well it tasted nice...
I have seriously No time
to up load the pictures,
but i will do it the next time.
---
COMMON TEST:
WHY is it coming so fast???
WHY???
I HAVE
NO
TIME TO STUDY.
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

FREE day

2009-07-30T17:02:00.002+08:00

I had a free day today
and i wasted all my time away on the COMPUTER
which is what i am doing now.
I can't believe that i am still typing.
I cannot believe what i am doing.
I am completely in a trance,
OMG.
It's 5.03!!!!
I better stop and get back to work.

Cam HOARD!!!

2009-07-22T19:39:00.003+08:00

YIPPEES, CRIKES!!!

I've finally got B.O.F Soundtrack in my hands
but it's not mine. :(
Borrowed from Anice
(what a nice person)...During Boring W.O.Z session
with Ellie, me and Joshua
With Ms, Toh,
i and Ellie messed around in the drama room
(sort of,) XD

Home Economics was FUNNN!!!

2009-07-17T18:40:00.008+08:00

Having the first Practical Home Economics lesson
was not i turned out to be expected-
It was superbly FUN.
Except my allergy and AHEM...
To raw tomatoes too.
I was teamed with Manu, the big trouble-maker,
and a life-machine full of vulgarities.
We made egg sandwich today which was quite disgusting.
I did not eat it after making it,
because it looked GROSS. Never mind. Here are the Pictures.
Enjoy!

What a dull spotless kitchen...Eunice and Rassyiddean having LOT"S A FUNNN!!!
Me and Rass' sorry, i look SICK. With a strand of hair sticking out.
I am so NOT photo genetic. My and Manu's accomplishment- How UNinteresting. I know...Germaine's and Raphael's subway...POSH. But so not on that plate.
POOR Raphael... Trying to clean up the sink, quoting
'' Housework is so much simpler than doing homework''.

a FREAK

2009-07-15T18:41:00.002+08:00

You know what?
I am just sick and tired of being left out
and the ''Different'' one,
missing out all the fun, the joy
of hanging out with friends.
I miss my primary school days,
where everyone treated me as a friend,
hang out together,
Share our secrets,
it's been SO LONG.
And i don't feel i fit in, anyhow.
Maybe i will,
When
PIGS FLY.

Contemporary starts

2009-07-13T18:46:00.001+08:00

Contemporary dance
starts tomorrow,
(Which is a good thing)
But i can't help but imagining
Mrs chng
Screaming at me.
Like,
'More ENERGY, Charlotte'
I wanted to buy the
Boys over Flowers
soundtrack,
but no more stock :(
So i happily splurged my
25 Bucks
on a book
and 2 boxes of octopus balls
at
Westmall.
I'm praying to god
to let my big sister pass for her History exam
if not,
life would definitely
be painful....

No Boundaries

2009-07-12T13:18:00.003+08:00

I really like No boundaries a lot,
both from Adam Lambert and Chris Allen.
I'm going to post the lyrics
so sing to the song
in my ipod mix!
Enjoy!

Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment last forever if you feel you’ve lost your way
What if your chances are already gone
Started believing that I could be wrong
But you give me one good reason
to fight and never walk away

Coz here I am - still holding on!

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain (or through all your aches and pains)
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries x2

I fought to the end to stand on the edge
What if today is as good it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I’ve run every line
I’ve risked being saved but I always knew why
I always knew why

So here I am still holding on
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
To get to that one thing

When you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you’ve almost gave up on your dreams
Then take it by the hand and show you that you can

You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule coz there’s nothing between you
and your dreams

Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
Yeah…

There are no boundaries
Every step you climb another mountain
Every breathe its harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricane
There are no boundaries x3

The dust (spoken in gibberish)

2009-07-10T18:26:00.003+08:00

wellsz, i gseuss tghat moy bflog sekems tol habe
cillectefd quget aklot oft duckst
haying byeen daed foor quete o loong timoe.
Too tfe spmakers: F.U.C.K OFF.
Thnaks allot :)

Brief summary of Korea trip and School opening

2009-07-03T19:14:00.002+08:00

Korea,
is such a lovely place,
a retreat for me.
When i grow up,
I'm going to live in Jeju Island
and learn Korean.
School reopening
was a bad idea.
Food orders like some kind of Camp???
No CCA starts till further notice.
My legs are just aching to dance.
I HATE collecting Money for the food,
and i will NEVER DO IT AGAIN.

Off to Korea!

2009-06-06T17:33:00.002+08:00

I'll be away to korea tomorrow.

Thanks for Sara's help,

becuase she tagged along

with me to

bugis village

to get the a-li-baba pants

that i really need tomorrow.

I will not be able to attend Contemporary camp

which is such a good opportunity to bond

with the seniors.

Anyway, just don't call me or text me

till 18th June.

BYE!

Somekind of Questionnare

2009-06-02T10:38:00.002+08:00

ABOUT YOU
1) Real name:♥Charlotte
2) Nicknames:♥Char, lotte,
(:3) Male or Female:♥Female
4) Primary School:♥Keming Primary school
5) Secondary School:♥TANGLIN SECONDARY
6) Hair colour:♥Black
7) Long or short hair:♥Short-Long
8) Have a crush on someone:♥Yes, the red-shoe guy
9) Piercings:♥No, I hate them.
10) Tattoos:♥No, I hate them too.
11) Got in a relationship with anyone before:♥Once, on a holiday trip :D
12) First piercing:♥None
13) First best friend:♥Jasmine Chan
14) First Crush:♥David Hwang
FAVOURITES
15) Food: Western, Japanese, Italian, Korean...
(:16) Colour:♥EVRYTHING!
17) Music:♥Anything in the 21st century
18) Number:♥24!
19) Want to get married:♥Maybe, maybe not
20) Go out with bf:♥Once, during a holiday trip
21) Ran away from home:♥Tried, but did not suceed
(:HAVE YOU DONE
22) Kissed someone:♥Yea, Family people
(:23) Someone kissed you:♥Yah
24) Homework:♥DUH
25) Broke a promise:♥Yups
26) Went to overseas with friends:♥Yea, P6 Malysia trip
;DDO YOU BELIEVE IN
27) Yourself:♥OF COURSE!
28) Miracles:♥I did experience lots of Miracles
29) Love at first sight:♥Yeah
30) Having boyf:♥Once, during holiday
31) Believe in god:♥TOTALLY
32) Talked to any guy:♥DUH
33) Celebrate Halloween:ALWAYS!
34) Had you heartbroken:♥Lost Loves. Yes.
35) Went over minutes on cellphone:♥No, i don't talk, i SMS
36) Gotten Pregnant:♥EWW, i wouldn't think of that
37) Had an abortion:♥This is such a stupid question
38) Done something you regretted:♥Yeah.
39) Hid a secret:♥DUHH
40) Pretended to be happy:♥Yeah
41) Ran a mile:♥Yeah
42) Went to beach with friends:♥Yeah
43) Hate a person:♥Yeah
44) Had enemies:♥Uh Huh
45) Kicked someone:♥Yup, during P1 and the mum scolded me. :D
46) Pass exams:♥With FLYING COLORS
.47) Had boyf:♥Once, during holiday(:
48) Pick your nose in front of your friends:♥YUCK, NO WAY
49) Cry over small matters:♥No, i am so not a crybaby.
50) Cut your wrist:♥NEVER. I think it is a stupid and childish act.
NOW CHOOSE 5 PEOPLE TO DO THIS QUIZ
Anybody can do this quiz

Dancing's really my THING

2009-06-01T19:03:00.002+08:00

We had dance practice today

for preparation for the

Marina Barage performance.

'Damaged'

Only 5 of us are dancing,

me, Sharlene, Vanessa, Sara and Ellie.

We're a pretty great crew, i think.

I just keep coming up with this word:

THE MISSIES

Cool uhh?

Achievers day

2009-05-30T09:59:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was Achievers day,
and it was ALMOST practically the BEST day,
if we had better costumes.
Thanks to Ms JJ that she came to help us curl our hair.
We looked AWESOME.
Except the clothing.
The UTG and a few of the graduated crew:
Like Kevin Bok came back.
God, he looked HOT and he is really a good dancer.
The next big hit for us is Maraina Barage.
I want to do Hip hop, and
get more hoots for US than the BOYS.
I really can't understand,
why some people still are so SEXIST.
Sigh.

Science Festival ( Sea monster)

2009-05-28T21:51:00.002+08:00

WORST EVER day

2009-05-28T21:21:00.003+08:00

3 teachers of our favourite are leaving

Mr Tan Eng Wee, Mr Alvin Tan and Ms Lim

We were all so excited in preparing Mr Tan Eng Wee's

farewell card, that we forgot to get Ms Lim one too.

But we made one for her at the end.

When i came into the classroom

after recess,

i was greeted with a broom

in my face,

held by Ling Jing

I'm really skin- infectious

and being playful, i just brushed it on her.

God knows how different china people are.

I don't feel like talking about it anyway.

Here are the Pic.

Break down

2009-05-27T20:43:00.003+08:00

My eyes crashed shut as i made myself all sleepy,

in the bus. I know, the damn bus.

Just to keep me awake,

i blasted my music from my ipod

so i could be alert. I guess.

I seriously do not care about anything, anymore

and i just want to slack,

for just a week. Is that too much to ask?

I got 2nd in class

and 5th in rank position.

Got to work harder.

I want 3rd placing,

at end-of-year.

-YAWN.

Instructions- Neil gailman

2009-05-25T15:00:00.005+08:00

Touch the wooden gate in the wall you never saw before,
say 'please' before you open the latch,
go through,
walk down a path.
A red metal imp hangs from the green-painted front door,
as a knocker,
do not touch it; it will bite your fingers.
Walk through the house. Take nothing. Eat nothing.
However,
if any creature tells you that it hungers,
feed it.
If it tells you that it is dirty,
clean it
If it cries to you that it hurts,
if you can,
ease its pain.
From the back garden you will be able to see the wild
wood.
The deep well you walk past leads down to Winter's
realm;
there is another land at the bottom of it.
If you turn around here
you can walk back, safely;
you will lose no face. I will think no less of you.
Once through the garden you will be in the wood.
The trees are old. Eyes peer from the undergrowth.
Beneath a twisted oak sits an old woman. She may ask for
something;
give it to her. She
will point the way to the castle. Inside it
are three princesses.
Do not trust the youngest. Walk on.
In the clearing beyond the castle the twelve months sit
about a fire,
warming their feet, exchanging tales.
They may do favours for you, if you are polite.
You may pick strawberries in December's frost.
Trust the wolves, but do not tell them where you are going.
The river can be crossed by the ferry. The ferryman will take you.
( The anwser to this question is this:
If he hands the oar to his passanger, he will be free to leave the boat.
Only tell him this from a safe distance.)
If an eagle gives you a feather, keep it safe.
Remeber: that giants sleep too soundly; that
witches often betray their appetites;
dragons have one soft spot, somewhere, always;
hearts can be well hidden.
and you betray them with your tongue.
Do not be jealous of your sister:
know the diamonds and roses
are as uncomfortable when they tumble from one's lips as
toads and frogs:
colder too, and sharper, and they cut.
Remember your name.
Do not lose hope- what you seek will be found.
Trust ghosts. Trust those that you have helped to help you
in their turn.
Trust dreams.
Trust your heart, and trust your story.
When you come back, return the way you came.
Favours will be returned, debts be repaid.
Do not forget your manners.
Do not look back.
Ride the wise eagle ( you shall not fall)
Ride the silver fish ( you will not drown)
Ride the grey wold ( hold tightly to his fur).
There is a worm at the heart of the tower, that is why it will
not stand.
When you reach the little house, the place your journey
started,
you will recognize it, although it will seem much smaller
than you remember.
Walk up the path, and through the garden gate you never
saw before but once.
And then go home. Or make a home.

or rest.

Fragile things

2009-05-23T20:13:00.002+08:00

Shedding my shirt, my book, my coat, my life
leaving them, empty husks and fallen leaves
going in search of food and for a spring
of sweet water.
I'll find a tree as wide as ten fat men
clear water rilling over its grey roots
berries i'll find, and crab-apples and nuts,
and call it home.
I'll tell the wind my name, and no one else.
True madness takes or leaves us in the wood
half-way through all our lives. My skin will be
my face now.
I must be nuts. Sense left with shoes and house,
my guts are cramped. I'll stumble through the green
back to my roots, and leaves and thorns and buds,
and shiver.
I'll leave the way of words to walk the wood
I'll be the forest's man, and greet the sun,
And feel the silence blossom on my tongue,
like language.
-NEIL GAILMAN (FRAGILE THINGS)

Guess so...

2009-05-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

We got back our English papers during Geog lesson:
For paper 2, i got 40/50,
wich saved me a whole lot,
so i got 75. I don't know what's my overall score yet,
so i can't say that i got 7 As.
I really can't wait for performance night,
because i want to look really AWESOME.
Shopping list(KOREA):
- Crazy shoes
- Dance clothes
- Hip hat
- Scarves
- outing clothes.

I'VE GROWN SMARTER!

2009-05-21T19:42:00.002+08:00

The Geography paper came first in the morning.
I was expecting for the worst because
i forgot my formulars for Weather and climate,
and messed up for the Atlas.
I got a DISTINCTION.
I could not believe it, because i got a A1 for
GEOGRAPHY.
God blessed me from above,
because everyone was awarded with 1 mark for sc,
due to a problem in the question,
so, i got 70, which is A!
During recess, Annola came to me
and told me that i was the highest scorer for D&T
in the whole secondary 1 level.
Which is true, i got A1- 86.
Nobody bothered to study for D&T,
but i did, i memorised all my notes,
so it was worth it.
Chinese- i was expecting for the worst too.
My chinese %$#*,
especially my tian xie han zi,
but guess what???
I got A2-74.
There was a whole full page where i got
the whole thing correct. 20 marks.
WOW WEEEEEEEEEE.
Achiever's day rehersal was okay,
me and Amanda had to sing Dorothy's
signature song; somewhere over the rainbow.
Dance was great, but the stage was small.
When i went home,
everyone was congratulating me,
and i was classified as a nerd.
A official one.
I'm waiting for my ENG results...
I'm waiting.

The MID-YEAR BUZZ

2009-05-20T19:42:00.002+08:00

My morning started out pretty okay,

after struggling my curls into a pony tail,

which i took the effort to re-tie it 5 times.

I always hate morning -bad -hair days.

Science- i was really fustrated that the teacher gave me a 69,

and know perfectly well that i just need 1 more mark

for A2. I tried to spot some questions that could

give me that 1 mark, but whatever.

Literature- i said to myself that i might not come in first

as i have been ALWAYS. And i thought it wasn't me.

But it was ME. I got a cert' and a gift,

oh well, i scored 70 which is the ONLY DISTINCTION

in the WHOLE, ENTIRE CLASS.

It was a tough, challenging paper.

Math- My math has always been #$%@,

but when mr Tan issued the paper 1,

i knew i was going to score well, and don't expect much.

While waiting for paper 2,

i hopped around to kill the suspense.

I got both 42/50 for both papers,

and guess what???

I was screaming, jumping, hugging my friends,

guess i went totally crazy! 84!

I had always been failing and 60 something

for almost, my whole primary school math life.

God, i feel like i'm floating,

way way up high.

And this is the first time i went back home,

with something to please my parents,

and a BIG SMILE.

A VERY BIG ONE. XD

Grace Kelly

2009-05-18T18:33:00.002+08:00

i absolutely love 'grace kelly' and the dance,
after our horrible performance with sassy 'human' song.
It's by Mika.
Here's the lyrics:
I wanna talk to you
{The last time we talked Mr. Smith you reduced me to tears
I promise you that won't happen again}
Do I attract you?
Do I repulse you with my queasy smile?
Am I too dirty? Am I too flirty?
Do I like what you like?
Yeah, I could be wholesome
I could be loathsome
I guess I'm a little bit shy
Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me without making me try?
I try to be like Grace Kelly
But all her looks were too sad
So I tried a little Freddie
I've gone identity mad!
I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky I could be hurtful,
I could be purple I could be anything you like
Gotta be green, gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more,Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?Why don't you walk out the door!
{Getting angry doesn't solve anything}
How can I help it? How can I help it?
How can I help what you think?Hello my baby, hello my baby
Putting my life on the brink
Why don't you like me?Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like yourself?Should I bend over?
Should I look older just to be put on your shelf?
I try to be like Grace KellyBut all her looks were too sad
So I tried a little Freddie,I've gone identity mad!
I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky,I could be hurtful,
I could be purpleI could be anything you like
Gotta be green, gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more,Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?Walk out the door!
Say what you want to satisfy yourself, hey!
But you only want what everybody else
Says you should want, you should want
I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky,I could be hurtful,
I could be purple,I could be anything you like
Gotta be green, gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more,Why don't you like me?
Why don't you like me?Walk out the door!
I could be brown, I could be blue
I could be violet sky,I could be hurtful,
I could be purple,I could be anything you like
Gotta be green, gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why don't you like me?Why don't you like me?
Walk out the door!{Humphry, we're leaving}Kaching

Running with the wind

2009-05-17T11:51:00.003+08:00

I never stop in one place long till life starts closing in

Then a night wind beckons and I'll go running with the wind

Well I grew up an orphan boy no one to call my own

Deserted by my family never felt that I belong

So I went running with the wind to hell and back again

From north to south east to west running with the wind

Late one night a wind came up and with the morning I was gone

I never tell them where I'm going they don't know where I've been

They only know I was here and gone running with the wind

Well a high wind brought me to this town I'll leave here with a breeze

You never know how the wind will blow and I'll scatter like the leaves

I never stop in one place long till life start's closing in

Then a night wind beckons and I'll go running with the wind

I never stop in one place long till life start's closing in

Then a night wind beckons and I'll go running with the wind

I keep running with the wind I'm running with the wind

-DAVE DUDLY

My house, my view

2009-05-16T10:54:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling pretty bored at the moment,

and i guess to kill the boringness

is to study and study again.

It seems that sat and sun are the worse days ever

my parents are home

and i always seem to feel leftout somehow.

I like it when they're gone,

leaving me alone with peace.

Enjoy the specially taken

pics of my house's views!

The 14-day-isolation

2009-05-15T13:36:00.004+08:00

I was all wrapped up with study, study, study,

and now, MID YEAR IS OVER!!!

Its like as if i'm trying to clean the accumalated dust on myself,

and basking in the warm sunshine, once again.

Next monday is going to be the post-exam activity,

all those stupid workshops and so on so forth.

My legs are pretty cramped up,

having not dance for the whole 14 days period.

I don't really think this is some kind of a rest period,

because i'm still tensed up from the expecting results

and i'm still not used to just PLAY.

So i guess,

i'll just prepare myself for the injection on this sunday,

for a flu jab to go to korea...

WHAT"S WRONG???

2009-05-05T16:23:00.003+08:00

What's wrong, for god's sake, what's wrong to give an idea

on saving the environment by switching off the fans for an hour

every once a week? And now, DUH, everyone hates me.

It wasn't my fault, another CIP project was chosen instead of mine,

Mrs S. got so pissed off by the class' noise pollutants,

so she decided to off the lights and fans for the last period.

And still, after endless explanations, BLAHHHHH. still my fault.

I got so emotional on the bus ride home,

because i don't fit in Tanglin and LOTS of people don't like me,

because i'm just a 'nerd' to them, or a 'loner that dosn't hang out with friends'.

Oh please, just send me back to the elementary school in America.

If i cannot take it anymore, i'll transfer to NJC next year.

SIGH, SIGH, SIGH.

Memories, 2008 Clubmed, Bintan

2009-05-03T11:14:00.004+08:00

The horrible, miserable last day together...

The Guys

Tao Pork! I really smashed Mike. :D

I went up on this scary trapeez.

A triple loop and a stun.

WOW.

I got Bulls Eye!!!

Water Polo

My room, sharing with my big sis.

The swimming pool,

sun-kissed decks.

Cool uh?

Collection of Pics

2009-05-03T11:10:00.003+08:00

Sc center trip.

Me and my sis at

RAFFLES TOWN CLUB XD

I was Unwilling to take a pic with her in the restrooms...

Can't imagine it.

2009-05-03T10:54:00.002+08:00

I have NO confidence that i would get my 5As,

when i got none during Common Test 1.

If i really get 5As and 2Bs, i will find god,

and tell him i love him, and he's AWESOME.

So far, i have been trying to cram stuff into my head,

but i end up being distracted by music,

or the jittery feeling in my legs, telling me to get up

and dance.

Anyway, i got the latest 3 albums of DBSK!!!

And the bad news is, dad might be canceling the Korea trip,

because of the stupid swine flu.

As you see, what goes up, must come down.

Like polluting the arth,

and humans end up being infected by the deadly diesease?

That's what i'm talking about mahn.

Pics of Dance

2009-04-30T18:42:00.002+08:00

a HAPPY HAPPY day

2009-04-30T18:25:00.002+08:00

Its the FIRST TIME i had ever been to IMM with my friends,

and the FIRST TIME going there by bus and by foot.

My three lovely friends- Shannon, Ling Jing and Sin Yah,

there to accompany me.

We went to have pepper lunch, YUMMY.

I had the salmon pepper lunch, withought pepper.

Me and shannon went to Shop alone

because LJ and SY wanted to study.

We went to the directory and met this old woman,

who wanted to borrow Shannon's phone.

Worried that she might she take it and run off,

I gave Shannon 'that eye' and a nudge.

Realised the old lady was harmless after all.

Went to get some new hairbands from Aries

and went to Mini Toons to get a vodoo doll,

a phone strap and gummies. :D

Love today. Love tomorrow. Make everything better.

HATE ME. LOVE ME.

2009-04-27T19:23:00.002+08:00

I'm alot of a difference between people
liking me and detesting me a whole lot.
I can show what i am and what i'm capable of doing,
i ain't sissy or a weakling.
I'm compassionate and loving,
when i want to. DUH.
Well, for those who detest me a whole lot,
it is because they're jealous of me,
envious, wanting to be me.
I know. Sigh. I'm really that tempting to steal right?
You can't take away my identity,
you can't make me kill myself
after reading a spam message,
you can't make me do what i don't want to.
Not like other people, who has not control over their own life.
Depending, cowering behind the covers,
spouting, skimpering when shown,
a mouth full with foul smell,
the worst attitude shown. A sucky one.
I really can't imagine if the world would be like,
if all humans are like that.
ARGHHHH.
I'd rather die.

Considered 'unlucky'

2009-04-23T19:15:00.002+08:00

I'm down with a flu, i'm feeling feverish.
I strained my voice yesterday, which i was NOT suppose to do,
just to please Ms Tang. WHATEVER.
She could just choose Amanda for dorothy role,
i'm glad to get it off my back,
but many people would be disappointed,
they want ME to be Dorothy.
TODAY, was actually my celebration for my pre-birthday,
and all because of one girl's DEAF ear and a girl with a sucky attitude,
they ruined it ALL.
I ate alone at MOs Burger to day. How NICE.
Tomorrow's my birthday,
and WOW WEE,
My dad wouldn't be home to celebrate.
so much, SO MUCH,
for my 13th birthday.

International friendship day

2009-04-17T20:46:00.002+08:00

It was SCORCHING HOT today,

checking out the heat thermometer when

all of us decked out in BLACK shirts and pants,

dancing amidst the rays of sunlight,

that showed no mercy for us, the poor junior souls.

Anyway, the dancing was great, and everyone was great :D

Going to Korea this June holidays, CANT WAIT!!!

Destroyers to peaceful blogs

2009-04-12T11:52:00.002+08:00

Swearing, cursing,
the sound of keys clicking rhythmically
sniggering happily, behing the screen
and 'click' the sound of confirmed decision

smiling at the post,
puzzled by the revolting english,
producing a breath,
that seems to come from the destroyer itself

What a pity to peaceful blogs
awake from peaceful slumber
by the face behing the screen
furious, puzzled by the unbeknown.

Think about it,
what's there to benefit from destroying blogs
a deep warm sensation left behind?
you might get it one day

you must learn how to appreciate
that someone invented computers,
the internet, games
but stupid humans comes along

and destroys everthing in their way,
like what they do to humans
sigh, what a shame, i must say.
Bye destroyer, happy destroy-ing time
- charlotte

My birthday wish

2009-04-09T18:41:00.003+08:00

I'm crazy over high-top sneakers again,

after i saw one of my seniors in contemporary dance,

wearing a pair of red, converse, high-top sneakers.

I swear i swooned over it.

I wish i had a pair, and i hope one of my generous friends

would make my wish come true. *sigh.

What kind of parents i have that allows me to buy a $100 Nikey SPORT shoes,

but disagree on the fact that it'll be $85.90 on a Converse SCHOOL shoe,

I can't, really can't imagine why parents are still like that...

Absolutely WORST day

2009-04-06T16:46:00.002+08:00

I wouldn't believe what bad luck i could get...

Morning started out fine. The bad luck came along with the rain.

The muddy waters- i stepped onto one of it and my shoes and socks were soaked through,

i'm feeling squishy mud waters at the moment.

Argh. I was thinking if my ipod was going to hang after dropping it twice.

BRAVO. I was totally right.

It said it needs to be restored.

What a TERRIBLE day.

A wounded leg + a needs-to-be-restored ipod...

I'm feeling the heat at last.

Three and a half weeks more to mid year examinations.

I feel like pulling my hair off at the moment.

I think i would need wellies.

Urban Terrain Groovers ROCK!!!

2009-04-05T15:43:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, which means Saturday was Danceworks '09,

we've got free tickets, and i really love to go,

but once again, the only objection is my parents.

Anyway, Tanglin Sec got 2nd place. I think that's pretty awesome,

even tough they lost to unity Secondary.

I think they would be getting into the finals for next year.

I had to wear that stupid slinky leotard,

and everyone seems to be whispering behind my back,

'OMG, she looks like a stick'.

Its alright, i won't have this crazed obsession to me getting fatter,

like plump people will,

I'll just lead a wonderful life,

withought mentioning the word 'leotard'

The frog

2009-04-02T17:27:00.003+08:00

I heard a strange noise, very loud
Between the high shinning grass
Which looked like a very tall crowd
In a green ceremonial mass
I searched for the noisy source
And to my surprise I found
A frog dancing with incredible force
On the hard, soiled ground
The emerald frog shook his left leg
Spun around and waved his arms
Hopped twice like he was about to beg
And croaked loud, causing many alarms
He shook his hip 'round and 'round
And sang out loud with all his might
Between the grass, on the ground
The frog danced, Oh what a sight!
Monalno Kim

An opening celebration to my new skin!

HOPE

2009-04-01T19:00:00.002+08:00

I hope i STOP myself from changing my blog's skin anymore.

And i hope the wreck i'm in will just leave me alone,

so i can study. How i miss studying when i busy myself with

Work, work, and more work.

I can cope, But i badly want to study,

i need to get my bloody 6As and 2Bs!!!

My leg hurts from the fall i had down my house's hill (Hillview Ave)

I fell down 'plat' on the hard cemented floor,

with my knee scraped raw.

I WANT TO STUDYYYYYY

Try me. Taste me. Test me.

2009-03-30T20:51:00.004+08:00

See my fillings-
the thick, chocolatey contents
wrapped around brown plastering,
the softest thing ever.

Smell my scent,
the odour of heaven
sense the chips in between my covers,
i'm the joy you need.

Try me.
You examine closely,
take a sniff,
and take a nibble of crumbles

Taste me.
You bite your teeth on me,
you chew delicately,
you eat with delish.

Test me.
You now know what i taste like,
hungering for more,
Try me. Taste me. Test me.

Its Better, but not really

2009-03-28T18:51:00.002+08:00

So, i wasn't really degraded to a cavewoman,
sitting down in my cave
and figuring out alphabets on the cave walls.
I was subjected to...
A lesser usage of electrical appliances.
Fell down yesterday when i tripped,
still hurts when i danced today.
Can't wait for the Contemp dance camp-
Even though i'm just sec1, i 'm no noobie,
i'm a super secret spy girl. :D
I'm redoing my Geography notes,
i think it'll be able to help me as i changed them into mindmaps
and it's supposed to make you read it
as if it was so much easier.
6As 2Bs, i'm still keeping into that goal,
but i wished i haven't had joined W.O.Z in the first place,
so i can STUDY, STUDY, STUDY
and that's what i'm willing to do my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE,
With dance, of course.

End of my life

2009-03-25T15:28:00.002+08:00

This is the end of my life (sort of...)
The end of using the computer,
watching the TV( I don't watch it anyway)
End of participating in anything anymore.
I guess so,
because i just got back my report card and it showed cleary i got a D7
for Geography, and the rest ALL Bs
AND NO As!!!!!!!!
I really have no idea what's wrong with me,
as you see, i do really well in class tests, but when it comes to
REAL tests, i flunk or i don't get what i want.
*BETTER TOMORROW, BETTER LIFE, BETTER GRADES.*

Dreaming

2009-03-21T11:49:00.002+08:00

Having nothing else better to do,

I started to find those cool silicone covers for my to-be iphone.

i found this really fabulous icewear silicone cover and it costs 30 bucks,

coming along with a tunefilm for free.

It's cover so translucent and when it has 'ribs'

I don't see it at all in the pictures,

it's like ribs at the sides?

i wonder if all iphones come in black and none of them is white.

i love white, pure, true white.

Well, i guess i don't think i'm going to have my birthday party

at Sake Sushi anymore,

just to save up for the icewear case.

sorry friends, for dropping the bash. :(

SICK

2009-03-19T15:10:00.002+08:00

I feel sick after yesterday's Wizard of Oz 5-hour session.
Being Dorothy is okay, but when you need to hold
hands with boys you dislike
and being carried by them is SO NOT OKAY.
I'm thinking about missing practice session for next Wednesday.
I can't take it anymore, i feel a sick kind of feeling inside me.
Contemporary dance was okay. I can't wait till camp.
I'll be bonded, right tight in. YIPEES!
Danceworks' 09 is soon, i would like to see the performance.
I want to slack, and get an i-phone as soon as possible
and just... forget about my Geography marks.

Me and my sis

2009-03-16T21:03:00.001+08:00

Here is my big sis and me. We went to Ochard to do some sight-seeing. Got similar, new pencil boxes!!!

THANKS!

2009-03-16T20:54:00.000+08:00

I think i've finally woken up, from my biggest dilemma.
I think it dosen't matter which school i'm studying in,
or if i have brains or not.
Or wether i have lesser friends or friends that stick along by me.
Because my 2 dear friends, Germaine and Manu
had helped me realised what i wanted and the bare maximum
that i needed to make me happy and everyone else happy.
Even though i might hate school
or want my parents to know that i'm not stupid or i really am,
it's just to prove them.
I'll just study hard, get into a JC and Graduate from University.
I think along this rocky journey, i would be able to venture to more issues,
friends and life.
The life that i will lead.

CAMP ROCKS!!!

2009-03-14T19:20:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was camp- it started at 2.30pm. It was really fun!!!

We grouped in our group colors- aspen

and i made stronger bonds with people i had known before.

We did cheers, ice-breaker games and we were yelling

''Hungry! Hungry!

Very Hungry!

Hungry very!''

we were banging our fists on the table tops.

I feel like i'm in an concentrated camp,

like those for prisoners,

eating hard and lumpy rice,

few strands of vegetables,

cold piece of fried egg

and hard cold chicken.

Well, i kind of hid underneath a table when i was up in the classroom

where parents were to see germaine and company perform

their dance. I knew my parents would see EWW.

My sister's school never did anything like that.

They were kind of happy when i got a multi-talented award.

I missed the night trail 'cos i got to go home and sleep

to get ready for tomorrow's theory exam.

I hope i won't flunk for it...

Came back after the exam,

everyone stinks! except me. LOLS

Camp's ALOT of fun, but i think they should cancel away the un-hyperness

and Lame-ness. BTW, i would like to say ' Urban terrain Groove ROCKS! '

Finally

2009-03-10T16:53:00.000+08:00

I've finally chosen the skin i want, and knew how to do my template stuff :D

This blog is what i want it to be- colorful

I set my goals during Literature, i aimed for all 70 and above.

If i get all A's for all subjects,

my dad will reward me with an iphone.

I don't really care much about phones, anyway.

I think their a great burden. A phone is just to text and call someone

when in need. I can't understand why some people

looked almost half-dead when they've left their phones at home,

and all day, you'll see them with downcasted spirits.

Please do tag me ( I haven't learn how to link people)

And Feel the wave of colors surging you up!

Worries

2009-03-07T18:13:00.000+08:00

Worries,
that clusters up in your brain,
fogging up the stains,
clogged up inside the veins.

Worries,
make you fret,
like a drat,
that can't keep still.

Worries,
pushing into your mind,
pushing through,
while you held back.

Worries,
are what we feel.
we can't keep still
'till the problem is solved

Let alone

2009-03-06T17:07:00.000+08:00

Let alone,
the broken shards of sunlight,
What you call seems 'day',
but actually night.

Let alone,
the street dancers,
with their baggy pants
and colourful shoes.

Let alone,
the girl next door,
with her metallic braces,
smiling to you, over the fence.

Let alone,
the broken strings,
of my withered piece,
of my composed song.

Let alone,
the reality,
the simple fact,
that you should have already known.
- charlotte chan

Finally, Failing

2009-03-05T18:23:00.000+08:00

When your teacher told you that you've passed, but when you
got back the paper in the end, it was a bloodily mass body of shit,
surging up the puke in your throat and blarging it all out, when you see:
11.5/25
And she'll just say, ''Sigh, fail by one mark.''
You'll feel the urge to reach out your hands and strangle her,
yelling at her to give you a 17.5 to please your parents.
THAT was what happened today.
I really CAN'T imagine what happened to me while doing the paper-
I studied SO hard and yet, like as if someone changed my paper,
and gave me all the wrong anwsers.
I look at my friend and back at me again.
She was a rowdy kind, a naughty kind,
but i was obedient, sensible, hard-working,
and instead of me getting an A1 for math,
she got it.
I really feel like slapping myself a hundred times,
so i might wake up and find that this was a dream
and i would get back my paper tomorrow,
filled with ticks and smiley faces...

My FIRST EVER Double-decker bus ride

2009-03-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

WHY do i ALWAYS have to get that LOW marks in every Test???
For All class practices, i've been SO good,
but when it comes to the word- ''TEST'',
Nothing of that 'I'll get all A's' dream will ever come true.
Sometimes, i wonder am i just PLAIN stupid, or that i have a small brain.
I wonder whether i could live my life with just a piano, a dance studio, and my voice.
But Nothing of that would ever come true.

When i took my first-ever-time bus trip which has a double decker,
and sitting in it was like a kid being taken to the zoo for the first time.
I wondered and thought, why didn't i ever take a double-decker bus before?
Because i had never dare to do so, and futhermore, i don't ride on buses that much.
I'm totally new to the world of public transporters,
they look QUITE scary to me...

DECISIONS

2009-03-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

I've finally decided where i wanted to be and WHEN.
I'll wait for one more year, and sign up for the Talent Academy at SOTA
next year ( MARCH ) and i'll just leave it to fate to decide where i should be.
- I'm NOT good in Chinese
- I'm NOT good in Science
- I'm NOT good in Geography
- I DO NOT fit well in a normal school
- I DO NOT love Tanglin's canteen food
- I DO NOT love NORMAL Life

- I'm GOOD in English
- I'm GOOD in Math
- I'm GOOD in Music
- I'm GOOD in Theatre
- I'm GOOD in singing
- I'm GOOD in Dancing
- I DONT WANT to have a NORMAL Life
- I WANT SOMETHING EXCITING

SO WHERE THE HELL I SHOULD BEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?

NOBODY understands me

2009-03-01T10:06:00.000+08:00

WHY does nobody understand me?

Where i really want to be is

SOTA

i'm sure i'll do SO MUCH MORE better if i go

to an arts school, instead of a normal one.

I want to transfer out REALLY fast,

so i can let go of what i've acheived and got.

Just one straight dash out. And i guess, i'd be alright.

I confess, i'm quite dumb, and i really hate the smug look on

the TOP SCHOOL girls, when i pass them.

Wearing their white uniform so proudly.

Sometimes i wish i was one of them,

but, maybe god wanted life to be this way for me,

filled with regrets and happiness,

and the most valuable of all-

is that god made me, god gave me this chance to see the world,

so, i wouldn't procrastinate anymore,

i'll just give my biggest shot.

Flunking/NOT flunking

2009-02-27T16:39:00.000+08:00

It's just a matter of how many days left to know how much i've got for the tests,
so most probably... I wouldn't be flunking any tests, but getting Screwed marks for
chinese, Geography and Literature.
Seriously, i had NO idea that the highest score is 16/25, and i was expecting
22!!! So i just have to write and ELABORATE MORE during the next bloody test.
I hate itunes. i can't even put in the songs that i want :(
Wish some expert would help me...
No contemp tomorrow. So i'll still NOT be chilling out BUT studying for science
and theory.
PITY ME!!!

Stupid anwsers for Geog'

2009-02-25T18:36:00.001+08:00

NEVER had i thought that Mrs Cheng was so nice to me.
During Monica Toh's lesson, she tested on my vocals.
She said that Mrs Cheng mentioned to her that my Voice.
I don't know why but i get a feeling that Mrs Cheng wants me to be Dorothy...
Ooh, i think i'm going to flunk for my Geography test- They asked
for the main capitals of those two areas, and i remembered one was Sri Lanka.
I put 'Sumatra' as the city of Sri Lanka, and 'Taiwan' for who the heck knows
what is that country!!!!
I'm going to do extremely well for my math test, this time round.
So far, i seem to have been improving on Math.
No talent grooming for tomorrow, miss jumping and spinning...
During DP lesson, our friends made fun of the 'Hitch-kick' to 'Bitch-kick'
LOLS!!!

I think so...

2009-02-23T18:43:00.000+08:00

Literature was easy,- I think so...
My brains were wrecking for anwsers and i wrote a whole full bunch of
relevent answers in all questions, so i would not have any problems
getting around 90, for 100%.
My back was aching so badly yesterday, but i'm better today.
Stayed back for Math test- not the common test.
I did not have enough time to study for it...
Perhaps i was just lazy. HEE HEE
I'm worried for Geography. It's all about memorizing- and that's where
i'm weak in. I'm using the faulty computer- i can't write for long.
I got to print out my essay to pin it up on the board. I got 23/30. YIPEESSS.
I really don't like being in 1E4, put feel safe with my friends.
Wondering if i would transfer to Nan Hua High...

Let the Exam BEGIN...

2009-02-22T11:53:00.000+08:00

The first paper for tomorrow would be Literature, i think i would be taking it easy

But, i'm still studying. Searching more pictures of chocolates, got multi-colored

M&ns and cakes and stuff like that. I can't resist the temptation to get another chocolate

bar out from the fridge. The weather today, is extremely BLASTING HOTTTTTTT

I really want something to stop my sweat from coming out from my pores.

I'm waiting for my friend to help me fix the skin and the chatbox,

so meanwhile, have fun here, by posting comments! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D

The pleasure...

2009-02-21T14:32:00.000+08:00

Dancing for eternity really did grasp me tightly.

We did warm-ups, and then a part of the SYF contemporary dance steps.

I stayed till 11.45 because i didn't want to leave that early

like some had done. There's Common test coming next Monday,

i really have to do EXTREMELY WELL. To transfer to Nan Hua High at the end

of this year. I pray that god will give me some luck and let me get

all A's for all subjects for once, or twice, or a hundred times.

I'm not allowded to use the computer, in the first place,

so i better get going!!!! BTW, i LOVE Hersheys :D

Addiction to CHOCOLATE

2009-02-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

So far, i had been crazy about chocolate, the slabs of chocolate piled up before me

chocolate drinks, milk chocolate, Hersheys and MORE and MORE chocolate!!!

I would really like to elaborate more about what i feel about chocolate,

but i wouldn't- for the sake of my dear friends who will read my blog,

i would like to imagine them reading a composition about ELABORATING chocolates

and fainting after they do so. HAHA!

After getting the highest for Literature, everyone had been pushing their work to me

like in library period when we were given a question. I was close to writing a composition

when my friends told me ' WRITE NO MORE!!!'

Really, i do love elaborating. :D

Ahem, to first introduce myself, i'm a singaporean but mixed with chinese-hawaiian blood

and goodness me, what else, i don't know.

I would not really look like a singaporean to you.

My BIGGEST dream is to travel around the world to help poor children

and rescue endangered animals. The Polar bears are dying.

I'm begging my Dad to give me a plane ticket to the Antartic, to bid farewell to my white

and fury friends. :(

I think i don't really fit into Tanglin, i want to be somewhere else where i can fit in as

perfect as ever. I met this guy Richie from Wizard of Oz and i really do not like the way he pesters me. BLAH. Contemporary dance tomorrow...

The Endless stop of running

2009-02-13T15:52:00.001+08:00

All these days, i've been trying to catch up with time.

All the work and dance practice had left me dizzy in a spell,

restless and quite oblivious to my surroundings.

Yesterday was Talent grooming and Miss Tina wasn't what we expected to be.

We made fun of her as ' Tuna' as we heard she was very fierce.

We mistook her as a snobby dance teacher.

When i saw her yesterday, i was SHOCKED

My jaws dropped wide open- No kidding!

She was about 7 or 8 inches taller than me, and she was no miss. Snobby

She was quite beautiful, a prima ballerina and everything.

We had to dance along to the music, '' Are we humans, Are we dancers'' for SO many times.

I was sweating in the air-conditioned room after the 1h and 45 min lesson.

I have to go back to school for contemporary dance tomorrow. SIGH

Shouldn't have choosed a CCA that involves Sat. Still have to go for piano.

Grade 5 theory, in order to skip to grade 7 practical...

Oh yea, Wizard of Oz. Every senior in Contem dance kept telling me i'll be Dorothy for sure. Have to audition again for all the 'DOROTHY' s. To get the final main actress.

Okay. NO DISTRACTION for now...