Charlotte!
HI!I'm CHARLOTTE fresh in 13 this year. I am also a CONTEMPORARY dancer who resides in super sunny Singapore.
I like burying myself in my fantasies just to keep me happy.
God gave life to me on 24TH APRIL
And i ABSOLUTELY LOVE being aTaurus.
I am weird, So you better watch out!
I LOVECookies and cream from Ben and Jerry's.The cones are REAL CRISPY.
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HI!I'm CHARLOTTE fresh in 13 this year. I am also a CONTEMPORARY dancer who resides in super sunny Singapore.
I like burying myself in my fantasies just to keep me happy.
God gave life to me on 24TH APRIL
And i ABSOLUTELY LOVE being aTaurus.
I am weird, So you better watch out!
I LOVECookies and cream from Ben and Jerry's.The cones are REAL CRISPY.
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See my fillings-
the thick, chocolatey contents
wrapped around brown plastering,
the softest thing ever.
Smell my scent,
the odour of heaven
sense the chips in between my covers,
i'm the joy you need.
Try me.
You examine closely,
take a sniff,
and take a nibble of crumbles
Taste me.
You bite your teeth on me,
you chew delicately,
you eat with delish.
Test me.
You now know what i taste like,
hungering for more,
Try me. Taste me. Test me.
the thick, chocolatey contents
wrapped around brown plastering,
the softest thing ever.
Smell my scent,
the odour of heaven
sense the chips in between my covers,
i'm the joy you need.
Try me.
You examine closely,
take a sniff,
and take a nibble of crumbles
Taste me.
You bite your teeth on me,
you chew delicately,
you eat with delish.
Test me.
You now know what i taste like,
hungering for more,
Try me. Taste me. Test me.
So, i wasn't really degraded to a cavewoman,
sitting down in my cave
and figuring out alphabets on the cave walls.
I was subjected to...
A lesser usage of electrical appliances.
Fell down yesterday when i tripped,
still hurts when i danced today.
Can't wait for the Contemp dance camp-
Even though i'm just sec1, i 'm no noobie,
i'm a super secret spy girl. :D
I'm redoing my Geography notes,
i think it'll be able to help me as i changed them into mindmaps
and it's supposed to make you read it
as if it was so much easier.
6As 2Bs, i'm still keeping into that goal,
but i wished i haven't had joined W.O.Z in the first place,
so i can STUDY, STUDY, STUDY
and that's what i'm willing to do my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE,
With dance, of course.
sitting down in my cave
and figuring out alphabets on the cave walls.
I was subjected to...
A lesser usage of electrical appliances.
Fell down yesterday when i tripped,
still hurts when i danced today.
Can't wait for the Contemp dance camp-
Even though i'm just sec1, i 'm no noobie,
i'm a super secret spy girl. :D
I'm redoing my Geography notes,
i think it'll be able to help me as i changed them into mindmaps
and it's supposed to make you read it
as if it was so much easier.
6As 2Bs, i'm still keeping into that goal,
but i wished i haven't had joined W.O.Z in the first place,
so i can STUDY, STUDY, STUDY
and that's what i'm willing to do my WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE,
With dance, of course.
This is the end of my life (sort of...)
The end of using the computer,
watching the TV( I don't watch it anyway)
End of participating in anything anymore.
I guess so,
because i just got back my report card and it showed cleary i got a D7
for Geography, and the rest ALL Bs
AND NO As!!!!!!!!
I really have no idea what's wrong with me,
as you see, i do really well in class tests, but when it comes to
REAL tests, i flunk or i don't get what i want.
*BETTER TOMORROW, BETTER LIFE, BETTER GRADES.*
The end of using the computer,
watching the TV( I don't watch it anyway)
End of participating in anything anymore.
I guess so,
because i just got back my report card and it showed cleary i got a D7
for Geography, and the rest ALL Bs
AND NO As!!!!!!!!
I really have no idea what's wrong with me,
as you see, i do really well in class tests, but when it comes to
REAL tests, i flunk or i don't get what i want.
*BETTER TOMORROW, BETTER LIFE, BETTER GRADES.*
Having nothing else better to do,
I started to find those cool silicone covers for my to-be iphone.
i found this really fabulous icewear silicone cover and it costs 30 bucks,
coming along with a tunefilm for free.
It's cover so translucent and when it has 'ribs'
I don't see it at all in the pictures,
it's like ribs at the sides?
i wonder if all iphones come in black and none of them is white.
i love white, pure, true white.
Well, i guess i don't think i'm going to have my birthday party
at Sake Sushi anymore,
just to save up for the icewear case.
sorry friends, for dropping the bash. :(
I feel sick after yesterday's Wizard of Oz 5-hour session.
Being Dorothy is okay, but when you need to hold
hands with boys you dislike
and being carried by them is SO NOT OKAY.
I'm thinking about missing practice session for next Wednesday.
I can't take it anymore, i feel a sick kind of feeling inside me.
Contemporary dance was okay. I can't wait till camp.
I'll be bonded, right tight in. YIPEES!
Danceworks' 09 is soon, i would like to see the performance.
I want to slack, and get an i-phone as soon as possible
and just... forget about my Geography marks.
Being Dorothy is okay, but when you need to hold
hands with boys you dislike
and being carried by them is SO NOT OKAY.
I'm thinking about missing practice session for next Wednesday.
I can't take it anymore, i feel a sick kind of feeling inside me.
Contemporary dance was okay. I can't wait till camp.
I'll be bonded, right tight in. YIPEES!
Danceworks' 09 is soon, i would like to see the performance.
I want to slack, and get an i-phone as soon as possible
and just... forget about my Geography marks.
Here is my big sis and me. We went to Ochard to do some sight-seeing. Got similar, new pencil boxes!!!
I think i've finally woken up, from my biggest dilemma.
I think it dosen't matter which school i'm studying in,
or if i have brains or not.
Or wether i have lesser friends or friends that stick along by me.
Because my 2 dear friends, Germaine and Manu
had helped me realised what i wanted and the bare maximum
that i needed to make me happy and everyone else happy.
Even though i might hate school
or want my parents to know that i'm not stupid or i really am,
it's just to prove them.
I'll just study hard, get into a JC and Graduate from University.
I think along this rocky journey, i would be able to venture to more issues,
friends and life.
The life that i will lead.
I think it dosen't matter which school i'm studying in,
or if i have brains or not.
Or wether i have lesser friends or friends that stick along by me.
Because my 2 dear friends, Germaine and Manu
had helped me realised what i wanted and the bare maximum
that i needed to make me happy and everyone else happy.
Even though i might hate school
or want my parents to know that i'm not stupid or i really am,
it's just to prove them.
I'll just study hard, get into a JC and Graduate from University.
I think along this rocky journey, i would be able to venture to more issues,
friends and life.
The life that i will lead.
Yesterday was camp- it started at 2.30pm. It was really fun!!!
We grouped in our group colors- aspen
and i made stronger bonds with people i had known before.
We did cheers, ice-breaker games and we were yelling
''Hungry! Hungry!
Very Hungry!
Hungry very!''
we were banging our fists on the table tops.
I feel like i'm in an concentrated camp,
like those for prisoners,
eating hard and lumpy rice,
few strands of vegetables,
cold piece of fried egg
and hard cold chicken.
Well, i kind of hid underneath a table when i was up in the classroom
where parents were to see germaine and company perform
their dance. I knew my parents would see EWW.
My sister's school never did anything like that.
They were kind of happy when i got a multi-talented award.
I missed the night trail 'cos i got to go home and sleep
to get ready for tomorrow's theory exam.
I hope i won't flunk for it...
Came back after the exam,
everyone stinks! except me. LOLS
Camp's ALOT of fun, but i think they should cancel away the un-hyperness
and Lame-ness. BTW, i would like to say ' Urban terrain Groove ROCKS! '
I've finally chosen the skin i want, and knew how to do my template stuff :D
This blog is what i want it to be- colorful
I set my goals during Literature, i aimed for all 70 and above.
If i get all A's for all subjects,
my dad will reward me with an iphone.
I don't really care much about phones, anyway.
I think their a great burden. A phone is just to text and call someone
when in need. I can't understand why some people
looked almost half-dead when they've left their phones at home,
and all day, you'll see them with downcasted spirits.
Please do tag me ( I haven't learn how to link people)
And Feel the wave of colors surging you up!
Worries,
that clusters up in your brain,
fogging up the stains,
clogged up inside the veins.
Worries,
make you fret,
like a drat,
that can't keep still.
Worries,
pushing into your mind,
pushing through,
while you held back.
Worries,
are what we feel.
we can't keep still
'till the problem is solved
that clusters up in your brain,
fogging up the stains,
clogged up inside the veins.
Worries,
make you fret,
like a drat,
that can't keep still.
Worries,
pushing into your mind,
pushing through,
while you held back.
Worries,
are what we feel.
we can't keep still
'till the problem is solved
Let alone,
the broken shards of sunlight,
What you call seems 'day',
but actually night.
Let alone,
the street dancers,
with their baggy pants
and colourful shoes.
Let alone,
the girl next door,
with her metallic braces,
smiling to you, over the fence.
Let alone,
the broken strings,
of my withered piece,
of my composed song.
Let alone,
the reality,
the simple fact,
that you should have already known.
- charlotte chan
the broken shards of sunlight,
What you call seems 'day',
but actually night.
Let alone,
the street dancers,
with their baggy pants
and colourful shoes.
Let alone,
the girl next door,
with her metallic braces,
smiling to you, over the fence.
Let alone,
the broken strings,
of my withered piece,
of my composed song.
Let alone,
the reality,
the simple fact,
that you should have already known.
- charlotte chan
When your teacher told you that you've passed, but when you
got back the paper in the end, it was a bloodily mass body of shit,
surging up the puke in your throat and blarging it all out, when you see:
11.5/25
And she'll just say, ''Sigh, fail by one mark.''
You'll feel the urge to reach out your hands and strangle her,
yelling at her to give you a 17.5 to please your parents.
THAT was what happened today.
I really CAN'T imagine what happened to me while doing the paper-
I studied SO hard and yet, like as if someone changed my paper,
and gave me all the wrong anwsers.
I look at my friend and back at me again.
She was a rowdy kind, a naughty kind,
but i was obedient, sensible, hard-working,
and instead of me getting an A1 for math,
she got it.
I really feel like slapping myself a hundred times,
so i might wake up and find that this was a dream
and i would get back my paper tomorrow,
filled with ticks and smiley faces...
got back the paper in the end, it was a bloodily mass body of shit,
surging up the puke in your throat and blarging it all out, when you see:
11.5/25
And she'll just say, ''Sigh, fail by one mark.''
You'll feel the urge to reach out your hands and strangle her,
yelling at her to give you a 17.5 to please your parents.
THAT was what happened today.
I really CAN'T imagine what happened to me while doing the paper-
I studied SO hard and yet, like as if someone changed my paper,
and gave me all the wrong anwsers.
I look at my friend and back at me again.
She was a rowdy kind, a naughty kind,
but i was obedient, sensible, hard-working,
and instead of me getting an A1 for math,
she got it.
I really feel like slapping myself a hundred times,
so i might wake up and find that this was a dream
and i would get back my paper tomorrow,
filled with ticks and smiley faces...
WHY do i ALWAYS have to get that LOW marks in every Test???
For All class practices, i've been SO good,
but when it comes to the word- ''TEST'',
Nothing of that 'I'll get all A's' dream will ever come true.
Sometimes, i wonder am i just PLAIN stupid, or that i have a small brain.
I wonder whether i could live my life with just a piano, a dance studio, and my voice.
But Nothing of that would ever come true.
When i took my first-ever-time bus trip which has a double decker,
and sitting in it was like a kid being taken to the zoo for the first time.
I wondered and thought, why didn't i ever take a double-decker bus before?
Because i had never dare to do so, and futhermore, i don't ride on buses that much.
I'm totally new to the world of public transporters,
they look QUITE scary to me...
For All class practices, i've been SO good,
but when it comes to the word- ''TEST'',
Nothing of that 'I'll get all A's' dream will ever come true.
Sometimes, i wonder am i just PLAIN stupid, or that i have a small brain.
I wonder whether i could live my life with just a piano, a dance studio, and my voice.
But Nothing of that would ever come true.
When i took my first-ever-time bus trip which has a double decker,
and sitting in it was like a kid being taken to the zoo for the first time.
I wondered and thought, why didn't i ever take a double-decker bus before?
Because i had never dare to do so, and futhermore, i don't ride on buses that much.
I'm totally new to the world of public transporters,
they look QUITE scary to me...
I've finally decided where i wanted to be and WHEN.
I'll wait for one more year, and sign up for the Talent Academy at SOTA
next year ( MARCH ) and i'll just leave it to fate to decide where i should be.
- I'm NOT good in Chinese
- I'm NOT good in Science
- I'm NOT good in Geography
- I DO NOT fit well in a normal school
- I DO NOT love Tanglin's canteen food
- I DO NOT love NORMAL Life
- I'm GOOD in English
- I'm GOOD in Math
- I'm GOOD in Music
- I'm GOOD in Theatre
- I'm GOOD in singing
- I'm GOOD in Dancing
- I DONT WANT to have a NORMAL Life
- I WANT SOMETHING EXCITING
SO WHERE THE HELL I SHOULD BEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?
I'll wait for one more year, and sign up for the Talent Academy at SOTA
next year ( MARCH ) and i'll just leave it to fate to decide where i should be.
- I'm NOT good in Chinese
- I'm NOT good in Science
- I'm NOT good in Geography
- I DO NOT fit well in a normal school
- I DO NOT love Tanglin's canteen food
- I DO NOT love NORMAL Life
- I'm GOOD in English
- I'm GOOD in Math
- I'm GOOD in Music
- I'm GOOD in Theatre
- I'm GOOD in singing
- I'm GOOD in Dancing
- I DONT WANT to have a NORMAL Life
- I WANT SOMETHING EXCITING
SO WHERE THE HELL I SHOULD BEEEEEEEEEEEEEE?
WHY does nobody understand me?
Where i really want to be is
SOTA
i'm sure i'll do SO MUCH MORE better if i go
to an arts school, instead of a normal one.
I want to transfer out REALLY fast,
so i can let go of what i've acheived and got.
Just one straight dash out. And i guess, i'd be alright.
I confess, i'm quite dumb, and i really hate the smug look on
the TOP SCHOOL girls, when i pass them.
Wearing their white uniform so proudly.
Sometimes i wish i was one of them,
but, maybe god wanted life to be this way for me,
filled with regrets and happiness,
and the most valuable of all-
is that god made me, god gave me this chance to see the world,
so, i wouldn't procrastinate anymore,
i'll just give my biggest shot.
